I know that it’s tempting to start to try and make the pieces all fit into a nice, neat narrative – and to dive into some sort of amateur psychological autopsy – but can we just pause for a minute to let the wave of information catch up with the fact that 102 people were shot in an act of premeditated mayhem. 49 people were killed. The targets of this violence were people of the LGBT community - including straight allies.
Let’s ponder the level of violence for a moment. Let’s ponder how the capacity to inflict harm on such a scale is not only freely available, but perversely celebrated and revered by 2nd-Amendment reactionaries.
Over the next few weeks, the survivors will be burying their cherished dead – mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers, sons & daughters, husbands, wives, friends & lovers.
We may never know what was fully written on the heart of this killer but it is clear to me that the rush to create a narrative, to wrap this up into a neat and tidy box for packing away, is simply is too easy. Too practiced. Too much.
I am of a generation of LGBT Americans that remembers when gay bars were sanctuaries that were still targeted by the police, not just gay-bashers.
I have known the stare of the predator that you feel before you see - that makes you cross the street rather than avoid a group of people that you know will beat you up just for being perceived as gay. Before Matthew Shepard, there was Rebecca Wight, Paul Broussard, Allen Schindler, Brandon Teena and countless others. Even after Shepard, there was Billy Jack Gaither and Gwen Aruajo and on and on…
So let’s acknowledge that the history of violence against the LGBT continues. Let’s acknowledge that certain belief systems – and yes, that includes Islam – create situations that can lead to this type of violence. And that politicians who stand on the stage with preachers who call for gays to be put to death and say nothing (Ted Cruz) are disqualified from speaking about this atrocity or anything else until they repent in word & deed.
Most of all, let’s give this all a little time.